The Symbiote

30 May – Productivity was not on the agenda for today but managed to fit in a couple of apps, coffee with various parties, a badly needed but somewhat brutal massage (that was complicated by the wrong paperwork and a lack of immediately available funds for payment) and the first ride since the accident on a bike that needs a little adjusting following her own violent injuries. Frangelica and I combined into a damaged, cautious and delicate symbiote – both of us needed each other to reinforce the purpose of our existence, she needed someone to ride her and I needed to connect to something that has been a prime focus of my life for the past two years – and we both did not need the aggression of the Sydney traffic that surrounded us at every turn.  A little web stuff was done in the evening after a little feeding in Willoughby – put my warm arms out and was coldly rejected but early activity would have prevented a peak performance in any event so not too phazed about that.